Its not easy

    

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              After hang with someone who have a different life style, playing game with her and use her laptop to serve, seeing her character at home, discovering her home , laughing with her and another friends, lay down at her long upholdstered seat, trying to use her masage seat even i dont know how to use and pretending tht i am not exited after seeing her luxury stuff.

                But suddenly i just feel something different was crossing in mymind, it seems like wonder to told me something tht i have to know, but its hard to say how it feel  because it is too complicated, i just feel bad and i hope i were not doing tht again or if i have i will be alert to do not to be easy, it makes a headache, lastly when i were at home, i think i love mylife now, i feel proud to be here even its not a great thing in another life person, but its 'good' for me, ilove my family, thanks god cause gave me a chance to live in this life.